cuckoo life

2007-03-07T05:32:00.000-08:00

school is okay.
fullstop.

After sch is great yay yo!
met ___ at BPP.
saw kak wan in the train.
she's teaching in crescent next yr most probably.
:D
and yes,aki is missed [:

AkI says:
elo
Kasih sayang itu titi, says:
hello
AkI says:
miz u!
Kasih sayang itu titi, says:
haha
Kasih sayang itu titi, says:
miss u too
AkI says:
hehe

okay,im done.
bye bloggie [:

2007-03-05T23:16:00.000-08:00

okay,the highlight of the day is : i didnt come t school today
HEH HEH :D

i'm sick lah huh,thats why.
i'm a good girl,i dont ponn school for fun yknow.

and at this very moment,i'm sniffing and sneezing with my throbbing headache rubbing in.
oh so grr-ing.
anyway,i think my new blog song is very emotional.
like it's those type of song where ppl likes t listen to whenever they want to do some life evaluation.
yeah,something around there.

common test result supposedly shld be okay,
but damnit la,i screwed all those i'm not supposed t screw.
i'm in a deep shit okay.

Haven't yt tell mum about this yet.
I wonder how she'll kill me
and most probably,you'll just be speechless after reading tmr's obituary's section.
*touchwood*

nasuha,i'm getting more and more confused of your post.
seriously,it's very very very complicated.
Kindly please,make it way easier for me yeah?
=D

and i know nadia ibrahim missed me again (:
HEEHEE.

2007-03-02T06:08:00.000-08:00

okay so i feel like blogging now
school was again,pretty normal
Had hml class test just now
and i guess i do had preparation.
Lets just pray the result will be fine.
So,the girl got her tablet already,
now i see her smiling back (:

So,school time is just like any other day,again
Eh? i mentioned that earlier didnt i?
okay,i just wake up from sleep.
You cannot expect me to be like in some cheerful mood now
Cos apparently,i'm currently sick.
High fever,ulcer in throat and flu.
bleah /:

Let me tell you the theories of the rain.
It rained coscosCOS,i'm too hot that even the sun melts.
HAHAHA. :D

back to what i was saying
about school.okay urm,
Had math remedial just now
decided to wait for iman along with chenny plus a few others.
and i saw 1g3 having DNT after school.HEH.
saw nadiaaa and sabrina azmi.
plus,rasyidah and sabrina selamat.

Nadia reminds me of what im supposed t do early morning today
which is,to go her class.
Cos i told her i'll be gg her class today
But,i ended up not.
Cos i came late to school lah huh. =D
sorry nadia(:

okay back back back,
saw them and nadia along with sabrina azmi stayed back awhile
cos they had no umbrellas.
and that sabrina azmi just had t give me this oh-so hilarious mimic of face when she saw me just now.Pure hilarious,i'm serious yknow.
Decided to go home with sabrina azmi instead since that cuckoo iman is so late.
It's fortunate for that sabrina to go home with me
If not,she'll be wet.hoho!
So,we went home together and catch up on stuffs.

and i have to admit,i do miss my juniors.
they miss me too.
Is that cool or cool manxz.
one complete love,bliss ah.

went home.
slept from 730 till 10pm. =D
and here i am now,posting about my life today
which i rate 3 out of 6.

and huda,dont sulk lah.
HEE:D

tag replies/
chenny: yo,yo, chenny.Sup!
Nasuha: removed already and it's replaced. Happy now? HEE:D
someone: hmm who are you? what if i say no?what if i say yes? haha,bottomline i want t know who you are.Please and thankyou(:
Huda:dont sulk anymore laa.heh heh,smile camel (:

2007-03-01T04:08:00.000-08:00

okay so today was pretty alright
except for the fact that i'm feeling rather or in fact very tired
and also the sad news of syahirah losing her tablet pc.
cheer up okay,love.We'll be able to find it hopefully.
So,today was just like any other day
where teachers teaching my class will always be more than punctual for their lessons.
HEH.
they must have been getting the love that we gave to them.HAHA.

Recess is extremely funny.
GOHHHH.
hahaha yeah.Sebastian goh.
the whole of canteen was shouting his name out loud
and as expected,he blushed la huh. xD

AJ didnt come today,
i guess perhaps because of the sleepwalk affecting her.
LOL.

Lunch is the love.right nasuha?
haha,butBUT she bully me manxz.
make me follow her buy drinks,send her all they way to the angklung room.
tsktskk.

and oh,my cupcakes turned out really delicious yesterday
beat that nasuha! i can cook okay
just that for popiah it's a different case i guess.
HEE:D

anyway,the juniors misses me.
:D
i miss them too.

2007-02-27T00:49:00.000-08:00

Dear Azri person,

i am so sorry to say i dont believe youre really azri.
Even if you are,who the hell are you.
I dont freaking know you
So,it's a wonder why you're finding fault with me
Plus,i aint any bitch okay.
Check your mouth first before spitting rubbish out of them.
Besides,if you're Azri and that anon is another person,
Why did you ask that anon to act as Joyene.
Why Joyene out of so many people?
Common sense lah huh.
You have got to be some crescentian la.
I mean like hey,i never find fault with boys ever before.
Pretty please stop your act and just reveal your true self
If you want to find fault with me,
why not come to me and say what's your problem with me.
Don't have the courage hur?
and yes i know ur ip address and the anon are different
But the thing is,i dont judge by ip address only,unfortunately
Cos it can be misleading to.
RAHH,i'm tired you know
Whats your effing problem actually.
If you say i spread things around then you have surely got to be some crescentian i'm very sure
TSK ah! go and jump down a tall tall building please
Make my life complicated.
Goodbye la goodbye. //:

2007-02-25T20:03:00.000-08:00

since when am i a bitch in the first place man.
tsk that anonymous.
Can you just leave your name there so that we can sort things out
Dont make life more complicated for me to wonder who the heck you are.
I have no time to entertain all these please.
and dont insult my friends okay
what right dyou have.
what-the-hell.
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ymc is fun yay,yo!
Kak Z is funny.
& now then i know why so many ppl is going crazy over abg sat
tsktsk.haha!
anywayyy,iman you dont rock cos you didnt come for ymc.
(:
wah,i need a good life man.T-S-K!

2007-02-23T04:55:00.000-08:00

wahhh,malas ah nak heboh-hebohkan lagi ni bende.
i.cant.be.bothered.

eh chenny i lazy to update ah.TSK.

nevermind i shall put some photos to give life to this blog.

2007-02-15T20:31:00.000-08:00

Dear friend,
i swear it's a heartbreaking moment for me now
I never wanted to end our friendship you know
But i'm so sorry i cant possibly freaking continue
This lie that you create,youre making me insane
Im insanely hurt like there's nothing can make me smile
Infront of me you say this, behind me, infront of them you say that
Plus,i have connections,mind you
There's absolute no possible way that you can hide things from me
Youre currently not close to them,
and now what?
You want to pounce at the other group of innocent little ppl?

I swear you suck up too much,
Go mind your own business
Dont come and be extra.
You lose them already.
Not enough lessons?
You still want attention right?

I'm so sorry but your doings are just going to make you lose
Seeking for attention at first,
but i can guarantee soon you'll lose them
Yes,all of them.

I'm leaving you now.
And i have plenty of strong reasons to end this friendship.
Faker,liar how can you be?
i'm tired of this and that and this and that
Everything,everything dear friend.

You told those innocent ppl that you have been tolerating my nonsense for the past 1 year.
Are you freaking sure of it?
urmmmm.
Who's tolerating who here?
Because of you, alot of things happened.
The most recent one is that my friendship with clique gets totally screwed eversince im close to you.
Imagine i abandon my clique just because of you dear friend.
Cant you see the priority im giving you?
The priority's very huge yknow
But damn,Youre so unappreciative.

I think i'm so stupid to go crying just because of this
Friend,I'm hurt.
And youre the cause of this scratch in my heart.
What did i do to you till you must use me?
Girl,you have gone way overboard.

I've been tolerating you since last year.
I know you lied to me for like thousands of times.
But yes,i just shut up hoping that you'll change some other day.
Unfortunately i was wrong to even think of that.
You didnt change,you became worse.

and please,dont you goddamnit be extra and come to their class every morning.
Dont be a sucker-upper lah please.
Nak perhatian tak habis-habis.
tsk you man.
Go play far far will you?

and i dont care if you happen to read this post and starts cursing me.
By all means go ahead.
Cos im very sure we wont be talking to each other anymore.

And i'm beginning to hear that some of them are beginning to hate me upon listening to your stories.
Too much leisure time right?

Dahlah eh,aku dah tak kuase ah nak layan. T_T

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today is erm okayyyyy
starting of the day is bullshit.
i swear it is very very bullshit.
Nasuha should know why.
Assmbly turns out cool and fun

G3 go! Go G3 :DDDDDD

and oh,i saw adilah&shamita plus gang at cck.
took the same lrt as them :DDD
yay,i saw you (:

went home
and here i am
feeling so dumb and angry and furious and fed up.
Dear friend,it ended too abrupt dont you think so?
HEHHHH /:

2007-02-11T02:06:00.000-08:00

HAPPY ADVANCE 13TH BIRTHDAY , ALYSSA ! (:

2007-02-10T00:07:00.000-08:00

i do realise that i have not been updating for the past few days.
Have been feeling quite lazy lately,thats why
So mmmhmmm,
things so far life's having a smooth sail
Common test result was pretty okay
Higher Malay!
Oh godddd, just another few percentage okay
and that lack of percentage is less than 1%
-sighs
nevermind,i shall put in more effort then (:
Think positive,positive girl
GCE O level results were out and the top student in singapore is from Crescent
From Crescent, yo!

okay so yeah anyway today's nice
Malay deklimasi of sajak & bahas turned out awesome
i love seeing and hearing the sec 4s debating.
Like woah,they're pro(:
Especially Haziratul.
Damn,she's way above excellent
Pleases my ear and i'm really impressed by her usage of malay.
Everything was smooth and yes the top line, she's lincah dan spontan.
i want to be like her too,
one day sharifah,one fine day
hahaha

After that,headed to Tiong bahru to eat lunch at LJS
took neoprints.
went home.
and here i am posting about today
i guess that's all

Oh! i have photos.
CLICK!

2007-02-03T00:01:00.000-08:00

okay so i have been making many friends lately
all hail to me
and you know what!
Lately in Huda's blog,every single of her post has my name
Joy to the world(:
anyway,natasha gonna give me sth on v-day
YAY!
I need to give aqilah her chocolate on monday
is that good or bad mannn?
haha.AQILAH MOO MOO :DDD

HAPPY ADVANCE 13th BIRTHDAY , ADLINA (:

2007-01-30T21:29:00.000-08:00

Now,i'm bored like really really really reallllllllly bored
i'm not at school cos i'm sick lah huh huh
Lit test thankfully isnt today
Joy to the world ! (:
anyway,that letter i recieve ah
god! so mysterious okay
you better reveal yourself girl
i'm waiting,waiting
and i hope by v-day,your identity's out

2007-01-27T20:16:00.000-08:00

Sebelum lidah rajuk mengidam enak,

Guess what,i have been feeling so random these few days
One of them is that i feel so loved.
You people sure knows what i'm taling about uh-huh.
Feeling loved simply makes me feel happy and delighted.
Who wouldn't be happy i really will wonder?
Mmmhmmm,i have been feeling ecstatic,
All thanks to the ever-so nice people in my life.
Sabrina Azmi, I love you too :D
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[i quote]
Thank yooo
Love you so much haha
[i unquote]
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Talked to Ri for god knows how long on the home-phoney.
i didnt keep track of time,
Too happy because of the fact he called.
YAY YAY ! :D
Catched up on stuffs that's happening to both of us.
He's getting the stress for his coming O's.
i told him about those juniors of mine,
andandAND he surprisingly sort of called one of them 'moron'
Hawhaw,jealousy so obvious dude! (:
Chill okayyy :D
We're meeting each other some time soon
Around next week perhaps.
Anyway,school has been all great.
Correction,mostly.
So far so good.
This,means that everything is falling into place.
Form class having the spirit back.
We're most probably getting an adidas class jersey.
Cool,thats for sure for i have seen the pretty design.
But one sad thing for sure,
i dont seem to be looking forward for Cross Country.
):
I feel like recap-ing about what happened on Friday.
So here goes,
Went to school with Sabrina Azmi.
Met her at CCK station.
That dudette's late okay.
Looking at her made me have this two feelings
And these two feelings contradicts,wth. T_T
Pitiful and Hilarious.
She sprained her right ankle.
Her daddy even said she looked like some spastic person
:X
Then,walked to school.
Exchanged stuffs.
I carried her bag,she carried my CME file.
She only held my CME file,
which only contibutes like what,
not even nearing 200 grams of weight?
HEH.
While i on the other hand, carried my heavy bag plus hers.
Oh well, whatever it is
i atleast helped her =D
Saw Hanisah on the way and walked with her too.
Reached school on the dot when the second bell rang.
Almost late okay.
Lessons as per normal.
Every lesson was going on well,
except for Higher Malay.
Cikgu Kartinie seems to be angry that day
Not to slack, was our main topic of the lesson.
She really drilled us that very day
Atleast,she knocks some sense into my head up here.
And i have promised myself that from now on,
i shall hand in her homeworks on time.
Possibly finishing them up before the day of dateline.
I shall make sure this will happen till forever i'm in Crescent.
Peace,Yo!

I'm done i guess
Anieo-seh-yo.[sp?]
-looks at AJ&Eugenia-

2007-01-24T05:24:00.000-08:00

If you could feel
the tenderness i feel;
Today was a total blast
a fun day in short
i'm quite lazy to update actually
but since i feel the urge to blog about today
i shall please myself with blogging(:
Pbmc is incredibly fun,
seniors,juniors all bonded
YOK MINUM TEH ,YOK! :D
and to make myself grins even bigger,
Two juniors admitted they love me
HAWHAW
How sweet. They waited for me to go home with me
but i didnt appear.HEE:D
From my previous post,
you can see that i've been doing alot of thinking lately
i have no idea why it turned out to be this way
But still,i'm thankful that i thought about those stuffs
Gives me answers to several questions that has been bugging me for god knows how long.
okay big hell yeah,
i wanna go now.
lazy to update (:

2007-01-23T06:14:00.000-08:00

Puteri Putera Kayangan;
i did somewhat some reflections of how life seems to be now
Yes,i agree i can become so emotional at times
But i cant help myself,
i'm just purely what god called us, "humans"
One who does mistakes,
Who isnt any perfectionist
I did a really thorough reflection and evaluation on life
what it seems to be
what its meant to be
what i should appreciate
all those stuffs that goes within the same line
Believe me, even for the slightest thing,
i can lengthen its evaluation to such a long extent
So,what do you even think of those complicated ones?
Depends more on me actually
Some things i'd rather give it a rest
Some things i'll prefer doing evaluation.
:D
Part of it is school life,
i felt real blessed that god gave me such a life
The presence of my incredibly wonderful friends,seniors,juniors and yes ex-eyecandies just boost my morale.
I began to think more and more deeper each day passed by
Why god in the first place created me,giving me a life
Yes,i'm treasuring it every moment now
Not forgetting to mention,the presence of cikgu kartinie
The only teacher so far that i really treasure
No doubt,she's my favourite teacher.
And i surprisingly remember what happened last year
how cheesy some of us were
Thinking of writing an apology letter to her
After getting scolded real badly one fine day
Reading again the apology simply just made me laugh
Oh god,were we that cheesy?
Okay,maybe not.
I believe we're just being nice to her plus romantic
okay,i'm going out of point here.
It all started when i was listening to a song by Guy Sebastian 'Angels brought me here'
Somewhat i felt that cikgu had done alot to us
I have yet any rough idea how she tolerated our nonsense
Which always disturbs her lesson
Be it half the way of lesson or after lesson
I must say i really salute her
The best teacher so far i have in my life.
Next few people are expectedly these two ones.
Nasuha and Adilah.
I thank god for letting me meeting these two nice souls.
I love you two :D
Next,shall be clique + rezwana + seniorsssss
Note this equation
: clique + rezwana + seniors = <3!
My two years in crescent had undeniably given me lessons to learn.
How i should adapt myself to backstabbers and all
i really have not much mood to talk about those stuffs
Like any of you will say,give it a rest.
i'll just plainly act normal,like as though i dont know its you
But on actual fact,i already knew it was you
Amazing isnt it for both of us to play your game at the same time.
You started it,i'm just merely following you,dear person.
Aku dah tak kuase nak main game kau lagi ah, macam mane ni?
And oh,i was reading this malay poem
and it was descrbing about one's love for the other
Kinda mushy but yeah,still cool
That,reminds me of my time when i had eyecandies
How crazy i was over them.
HEH,memories.
its all over now
No eyecandy,nothing.
i'm back to square one,straight.
okay,i guess this post long enough
Nights world :D
Bibir mutiaramu yang seindah berapa
senyumanmu yang tidak sesinis mana
Lentikan matamu yang semanis gula
aku terpaku,aku tersenyum
Memang sememangnya aku gila
Hebatnya kuasa cinta
begitu kuat,begitu ketara

2007-01-19T19:39:00.000-08:00

didnt update for so long
kinda erh lazy?
yeah,sort of.
been with the juniors for quite sometime
and guess what this dear sister of mine said to me
she said i ditch her
omg,i didnt ditch you okay
never did
i didnt ditch you for my juniors what!
i mean like maybe but still
its a NO!
hahahaha

and oh,sms-ed adilah ytd
and we talked about eyecandying
HAH,funny
she asked about nasuha, that person who called me a ditcher /:
and she said this
"oh really,i cant believe.usually she gives me this sweet smile"
inside this heart im saying " oh God,kembang nasuha nanti"
HAHAHA.
okayyyy bye internet. :D

Nasuha i didnt ditch you,
really i didnt
(:

2007-01-17T03:11:00.000-08:00

okay i realised that i havent been uodating for quite a long time
kinda busy with school and stuffs
today was tiring as always
but yeah today's someone's birthday you know!
gave her this cadboury box of chocolates
and she finished the whole box already within school hours
how pro is that you tell me
school as usual except for some stuffs that erm frustrate me

God,our school malay contractors are so damn flirtish
Go and die lah
MAT REPSSSSSSS , you suck

after school waited for birthday girl till 345
then went home together
sent her all the way to her granny's place
around there lah.
and i saw lrt friend but i didnt smile and tegur at all
PAST is and will forever be past.

and yeah back to home here(:
i'm tired

Happy birthday, SABRINAAAAA-A!
happy advance birthday Nadia Ibrahim

2007-01-11T01:16:00.000-08:00

okay so today i went home early.
mummy called so yeah got to rush back home
i went home with the juniors too since they're going home at that moment.
and on the way walking to redhill mrt,it poured heavily
Obvious enough,i was drenched like one of a hell.
Umbrella left at school.HEH.
To make things worse,there's like 5 of us and there's only two pathetic umbrellas
So,i opted out luh.
Let them use the umbrella.
And as i was hurrying to the mrt station,there's this indian granny who's asking me for directions
My eyes were like terkebil-kebil with the rain obstructing my view.
That granny was asking how to get to this specific place
somewhere near bukit merah.
We talked in malay language.
Then,i was thinking, malay is indeed important.
Juniors were like relaxed while i was like the one panicking about the place.
To make things sound more spastic,I actually almost flagged a cab for the granny okay
I was thinking of paying the cab fares for her too.
Seriously,i have no idea what had come over me at that moment.
Perhaps i was just being nice to an earthling.
Then, Sabrina number two, called her dad and asked him where's the place
Gee,she even need me to talk to her daddy to find out where's the place.
End up,the indian granny and Sabrina number two being taken by the daddy of hers.
As for the rest of us,we continued walking to redhill station.
I look like some lunatic with my flat and wet hair of mine.
Awful i tell you
Sabrina number one's like a queen
HOHOHO!
she's not even wet at all.
GRR.
i could have shared the umbrella with her actually
But nevermind,i'll let her have all the space.
Then,it was train ride
Hanisah is being forever quiet.HEH.
Sabrina number one's kinda okay with me now.
Can talk and joke already.
Better still, can argue over the question of whether Hady or Taufik's better.
Lame i so agree.
Amazingly,i could still drag time despite the fact that mummy wanted me to come home soon.
Guess what i did? hawhaw.
I sent Sabrina number one all the way to her mrt station.
Then,took train back to cck.
And tadaaaaaa i'm here.

2007-01-10T02:43:00.000-08:00

okay im lazy to update actually
but yeahhh
im high now
got wished again
and now i shall say who wished me belated bdae wish
im still high over ytd

1.Ee Hwee
2.Nishant
3.Jovina
4.SM
5.Dd
6.Tasneem
7.isabelle
8.cheyenne

haha thats all i can rmmbr.
HEEHO
anw went back home with sabrina again just now
tired okay
waited for her till like erm 345?
HEH.

2007-01-09T05:08:00.000-08:00

okay so today is such a cool date
god i so swear i love every moment that passed today
like omg,can you tell me.
how cool is it to be hearing "hey happy birthday" and receiving handshakes for your bdae wish?
HEH.im happy.
on cloud nine babeh.
HOHOHO.
i bet nasuha's on the same cloud as mine.
and yes nasuha! i love your present.
thanks alot yeah?
bdae wishes ranging from one-to-one wish to phone calls is such pure bliss
i shall say thanks to erm a few ppl that i rmmbr they wishing me.
im not writing all lah do bear in mind that.
1.Nasuha
2.Fadilah
3.Hayyu
4.Natasha Safia
5.AJ
6.Adilah
7.Rezwana
8.Iman
9.Syahirah
10.kamalia
11.Dian
12.Khairunisa
13.Falee
14.Farah A
15.Farah D
16.Liyana

and blahblahblah.
okay im happy and yes
i wanna be forever happy
TATAS.

2007-01-06T09:02:00.000-08:00

/editted

I dont like your little game called pretence.
I dont appreciate the feeling of being used.
I dont understand why youre doing this to me.
I need an explanation.
And that shall be soon when i couldnt tolerate this any longer.
Do you know how hurt I am?
Have you spare any thought for me?
Dont take me for a fool,Cos I aint one.

okay so yesterday was a bad day to be frank.Campfire was a blast except for the fact that 1g3 disappointed us.They were soft and supposed to be loud.They broke their promises.Some of the seniors cried.Cant help it you know,we expecdte atleast something but we got nothing.Kinda pathetic actually.Okay,drop that subject.And ysterday was a veryveryvery bad day for me.Rezwana told me urmmm something and yes,the news was so bad that i couldnt take it till i teared on the spot.

After campfire ended,went home with nasuha and rabiatul.I was too tired and sad by that time.Reached home,took a shower and rested for awhile.Then,i called ____ and talked about those stuffs that's affecting me real badly.I thought you were true to me,but when actually,youre not.I was so nice to you that I gave you a higher sense of respect, trusted you with alot of things be it my personal stuffs and now,this? Its hurting me.By alot alot alot of ways.You cut me,deep enough to leave a wound in there.Deep inside this heart,i feel so used,cheated andextremely down.My conversation with ____ helps me calm for a tiny bit.Thanks alot ____.I cried when ___ told me that she still cares for me.God knows why i cried.

I'll just take it in of wtv youre doing to me now.Cos yes,I cant be bothered to be like this all the while.

After that,i called Ri.He had a bad day too.Urghhh.
Ri and ____ i love you manymany.Thanks for the talk.

*note: ____ and you are not the same person*

2007-01-04T04:51:00.000-08:00

Okay so today was yeah rather fun.Or should i say kinda slack.I just finished my malay homeworkwhich is supposed to be finished like way earlier.Oh well.After school hours,went to 1g3 and i so goddamnit swear i need my seniors help.Cos both practically and theorically(HOHOHO),the cheers sound oh so bimbotic and not to forget disgusting! Dont point to me.Point to HER,HER,HER! She’s like as if acting as though she’s the only senior of 1g3.Go kiss my ass first okay.asdfghjkl.God,if we dont win i’ll cry okay cos yeahh.It’s her goddamn creation of cheers that made them lose.But i shall pray we’ll win.Okay,back to juniors.I made new friends! Yeah Baby Yeah! HipHipHooray! :D The first of all is Sabrina.She’s nice butbutbut she’s still shyshyshy.And we exchanged number.YAY to ME ! (:

2007-01-02T05:53:00.000-08:00

Oh well, i know i have not been updating for the past few days
Cant help it you see
Cos apparently i have been kinda busy doing stuffs
And yeah away for holiday to celebrate hari raya haji and not to forget new year
I started the year with my maternal cousins.
Had fun there at desaru
Went to play at the sea and yeah
Everything turned out all nice
Some people called me unexpectedly
Okay i dont wanna talk abt past
I wanna talk abt what happened today
I believe someone’s happy yeah
Oh well i cant help it you know
My firasats are proven powerful.
And yes i’m a super successful match-maker
Come on,come on
I love doing this.
And yes,i wanna meet 22 girl
I wonder who she is
Better not take away my rights,junior
Hurhur
-stares at nasuha-
Okay bubbye wanna go now
Thats all.

2006-12-29T06:28:00.000-08:00

okay and so i cut my hair again
and i so swear i look like some butch
omgomgomg
i aint a butch okay
im not one.definitely not.
i got proofs im not one okay
oh,just realise i didnt update like for many many days
but hey,happiness substitutes all that
Had a great time with cuzzies.
:DDD

anw,i know im being random
but hell yeah
Ri's BACK!
WOOHOO~

and oh,one more thing
kakak! kakak! thank you for everything.
i feel so good and everything
thank god,i seriously feel good and yes everything la
((:

2006-12-24T12:37:00.000-08:00

okay so on the 24th dec `06 at 12 midnight,
i sms-ed cikgu and wished her happy birthday
i thought she was away for holiday or maybe asleep
suddenly,she replied my sms.
hohoho. her holidays rock man
but too bad the stars are not there.
and i was the 1st to give her the well wishes.
oh yeah man
i'm so honoured:D

okay now,i'm heading for wedding lunch
got three today.
HEH/:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CIKGU

2006-12-23T04:06:00.000-08:00

i was reading this malay novel
and the contents actually impressed me.
cos it actually made me realised how important dreams are to me
dreams always grows to big dreams
and when big dreams appears,
we tend to be chasing after it like nobody's business
but the good thing is,we get the rewards after it.
okay so,i'll type the parts i think is good yeah

Banyak yang aku nak cari dalam hidup ini.Cikgu selalu memberi nasihat kepada aku supaya belajar bersungguh-sungguh.Jangan jadi macam budak kampung ini.Semua tak sabar-sabar nak habis sekolah,semua tak sabar-sabar nak berkasih-kasih.Nak pakai baju sendat seluar ketat nampak lekuk tubuh macam orang putih.Semua tak mahu sekolah kerana jadi penyanyi pun boleh hidup senang.Boleh jaga kuku pakai cat merah hijau.Boleh pakai pakaian berkilau-kilau.Buat apa nak fikir teruk-teruk macam nak pecah otak?Buat apa nak habis duit beli buku fotostat bahan.Takpayah sudah.Tak payah.

Aku taknak jadi macam Mat Jenin.Aku hendak jadi macam orang-orang perempuan yang selalu masuk surat khabar.Aku hendak jadi macam orangyang berilmu dipandang tinggi oleh orang di sekelilingku disebabkan kedudukanku.

i love this malay novel
i rate it 10 plus plus plus without any minus(:

2006-12-22T18:43:00.000-08:00

okay so yesterday went to school
with farah and zuoen
ate breakfast at cheers
then went around school to see juniors
omgomg i got 1 direct junior only
sad la sad you know
saw falee training
she was limping or whatsoever
okay then say kamalia

after that i lost my magazine
urgh.
then,headed to KAP with nasuha
talked about some stuffs
beginning was erh my stuffs
then her stuffs
oh hahaha.
hiccups.omg dang great lah (:

ohoh! 17 days to nasuha-and-me-know-what-thing :D
and erm 4 more days to see you.
plus, there'll be 13 more days to celebrate the second month (:

eh got tally, 17-4=13
oh how cool.

2006-12-17T18:27:00.000-08:00

i did some reflections while blog-hopping.
and yes i have to say, my new year resolutions are fixed.
i shall make sure i'll manage to accomplish them.
kakak shall witness wtv i do.
you have my permission :D
No,no. You have the right.
stronger word (:

2006-12-17T05:47:00.000-08:00

no,i dont like you
and it shall be forever.
shitsoul.
kakak knows who im referring to.
asdfgfhjhkl.
thank god i didnt fuck you back.

i need a lock soon.pretty soon.

2006-12-14T22:21:00.000-08:00

today didnt meet B ):
sad okay saddddd
i thought i'll be rotting at home
but thank god someone rang me
and so we met
went shopping and stuffs
after that went her house
to drag time actually.
i was so tired that i actually doze off at her house.
big shiet.
lrt friend,i loveloveloveeee you <3
oh haha few days back chatted with rez
and she's shocked of what i told her of lrt friend
hahaha rezwana rezwana :DDDD

i tell you okay,we're able to do that cos we got chemistry,baby (:

2006-12-12T21:14:00.000-08:00

omagad omagad.
taufik's songs really are a blast
fuyooooooh~
and i'm stuck with one of his songs
: Usah lepaskan

cos the song really is niceeeeee
HEE:DD
oh hahaha i just download it luhh.
and so,this means that one fine day i'll rush down to buy the album
hawhaw.
omg,i sound like typical minahs
/:

so anw,here's the lyrics

Usah lepaskan

yang terindah
terlukis di bibir mu
tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu
sebegitu
pudarkah sudah cinta yang ku beri
berwarna warni segala
yang dijanjikan ia

CHORUS
usah biarku bersendirian
usah biar hatimu di tawan
usah biar diriku di sini
seorang menunggu tanpa teman

usah lepaskan genggaman tangan mu
usah biar semua berlalu
usah terlupa perasaan hati
pertama kali kita bertemu

usah lepaskan

BRIDGE
tak mudah ku melupa segala yang berlalu
ku ingin selalu bersamamu

ku tak peduli apa sebabnya
engkau dan dia harus bersama
mendungnya langit bila berkata
kita patutnya masih bercinta
usah lepaskan

2006-12-12T01:52:00.000-08:00

and so today is taufik's bithday
HEE;D
omagad.iman is gilerrrr
hahahaha

oh well,i'm patiently waiting for 1130 pm to come
phone call :DDDD

2006-12-11T02:43:00.000-08:00

was out the whole day
went out with you(:
headed to town
bought stuffs for you
ate and yeahh,drag time
and yes, you and me agreed that the game called sexylove 's becoming interesting.
plus, it'll be a secret.
i'll tell those i wish to tell only.
:D
oh boy,i'm happy like HEEHEE.

p.s. : ilu(:

2006-12-10T06:17:00.000-08:00

sexy love.
strong word eh?
we both know sexylove's our game.

LOVE + LOVEEEEEEE = SEXY LOVE <3!

boy,we're winning the game :D

2006-12-10T00:05:00.000-08:00

Dont you think Wentworth Miller is burning HOT ?
-melts-
He's Michael Scoffield.
The guy starring in Prison Break
<3!

2006-12-07T01:10:00.000-08:00

i died yesterday crying you know .

Yesterday is nothing much
i dont feel like blogging anyway
i missed pbmc chalet
how sad is that you tell me
hurhur.
sad like really really sad
thank god there's natasha and atiq(:

and yesterday plus today
i'm very very verrry verrrry extrrremely MADD + SAD ):

and i say fuck to you can?

2006-11-30T19:11:00.000-08:00

yesterday went to hospital
to visit Abg Lan.
omg omg.
i'll pray hard hard.
i will.super guaranteed okay
went there with mum.
met zahra'a and family at novena mrt station
and haha.i lost my sister's ez-link card
-.-"
the room is like packed with my cousins
hoho! and we made loud noises
-points to zahra'a quick-
LOL.
and zahra'a is forever being retarded
right fatin?
hahaha.and SERI!
haha.gosh.talk slower to me.
i cant catch up.
Salwa is forever playing with her hair
cuckoo woman.
ohoh! i still rmmbr that moment

salwa: nak kentut ah
me:-rolls eye-
salwa:i repeat nak kentut
salwa:i repeat nak kentut
salwa: i repeat nak kentut
me:-stares at her- & starts laughing

haha.pure hilarious shit okay.
then when we were leaving the place
my mum and zahra'a's mum started being emotional
kinda expected that will happen.

on the way back to home,
i got a bonding session with mum.
we talked about some stuffs
and damn,
i just got to know that my mum can have firasat on whats gonna happen
like she will dream of it before it happens
except that sometimes the dream will be opposite of reality
like omg,cool not?

then we talked about it .
i was so touched,touched,touched and touched.
okay whatever world.
i only tell 2 ppl from my sch abt this.
so yeahh.
you(1) and you(2) will be the only one i'll tell.
so byeeeee.

2006-11-29T02:36:00.000-08:00

which one's hotter?
taufik kan?
kankankan?
HEE:DD

2006-11-28T21:28:00.000-08:00

yesterday is like so -.-" i swear.
omg no fair laaaa
while everyone is having an enjoyable time at the musical evening,
i was running a super high temperature at home
-.-"
all i got to do was to lie at my bed
omg,no fair okay.
i repeat no fair.

oh well,atleast today i can say, substitutes yesterday
thank god(:
cousins came over my house
Nashuha was practically getting me laughing all day
from the nicest treatment we give to the kids to the loud shoutings.
i can never be a good step-mum laa
or can i?
omg.i dont even want to be one
cuckoo me.

God,i swear we had a nice timeee.
ohoh! btw take note,
she's NASHUHA . (:

and seems that idris said this,"tomorrow's gorgeous"
oh well,good luck idris for tomorrow(:

2006-11-25T21:10:00.000-08:00

i didnt know she took this!

Uh huh.thats the result of being tired.
just came back from hospital
to visit Abg Lan.
poor thing okay.
looking at him with so many blankets really just
make me feel so damn kesian of him.
gosh.i'll pray alot okay.
alot as in really,seriously alot
oh man i miss my home sweet home.
havent been going home for two days alrd.
hurhur.
but nvm.nice thing spending time with cousins(:

2006-11-25T20:44:00.000-08:00

You Are 6: The Loyalist

You have strong relationships and are intensely loyal.

People find you easy to love and care for.

You like your world to be stable and secure, no surprises.

You're cautious. You prefer your inner circle to the outside world.

What Number Are You?

cool not?
HEE :DDD
haha.
okay hellogoodbye

2006-11-21T05:13:00.000-08:00

and so,

LOVES <3!

2006-11-18T14:36:00.000-08:00

It's really good to hear your voice
saying my name
it sounds so sweet
coming from the lips of an angel

Oh god, today’s still boring.
Damnit i need entertainment
Like really pretty please

Sister’s pissing me off
Every now and then,
Cos she keeps on sticking her nose to wtv I’m doing
Long story but evidently,
She’s at fault
So hey fret I shouldn’t

I want a cousins outing
Like really badly ):
Idris, tell your sisters quick
Lets rule orchard road again
And get our legs wobbly like jellies
Oh man, I miss those times.
Or perhaps we can attack vivocity
HEE :D
And we shall splish,splash,splish,splash water at each other.

And hey, I need ‘Mr hot when wink ‘ lah.
I need my primary school juniors too
Hurhurhur.
Especially the primary ones.
Oh how much I miss them
I just saw Sa’dah just now
At fajar shopping centre.
And she ran to me,
Hold my hand and bring me to her mum.
And she told me this:

“kakak,next year datang sekolah balik tau,I got surprise for you. Datang tau,kalau tak nanti kiter kidnap kakak.”

Haha.so cute.
Undefined sweetness la kid.

And hey Nasuha my dear kakak,
Are you angry?
Sorry lah.

2006-11-16T22:39:00.000-08:00

And so, 16/11/06 is loves<3!

Woke up
Changed
Supposed to meet Nasuha,falee and Christina at cck station at 1145
But as usual,I’m late
Lets see,they waited for me like nearly for half an hourHEEEE:DDDDD

I know I’m cuckoo.

Then finally met them there
Took mrt to Dhobyghaut.
Supposed to follow Nasuha meet Asyraf at cityhall
But don’t know what happened
So headed straight to the cathay

Met AJ there, at cathay itself
We missed the starting of the show
Hurhur
Watched Step Up.
Nice show (:
The part when the mum and daughter talked about the daughter’s forte,
Quite emotional

Then went to eat at long john silver.
Talked about some stuffs.
Spot lah heh you.

Then headed to vivocity
Nasuha and me went there first
Falee ,Christina and Aru went Heeren first
So, Nasuha and me went to the rooftop first (:
Played water (:
Oh man, NICE (:
Right nasuha? :DDDD
Then chased her in the water.
Till some cuckoo people scolded us //:

Dah basah abeh nak takot basah.
Selenger kan.

Then falee,chritina and aru arrived
Get more wet
Then blablabla.
Proceeded home with nasuha

Tired luh

Today, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FADILAH

2006-11-15T09:47:00.000-08:00

14/11/06

Started the day with doing math holiday homework
Got my brains tensed up till 6pm
And hey, I managed to finish all my math holiday homework
All hail to me :DDDD

Got dressed up to go raya-ing at cikgu kartinie’s house.
Met AJ&falee at choa chu kang mrt first.
I mistook aj for falee
Cos apparently,both wearing red
So hey, it’s not my fault for sure.

Blablablablablabla………

Arrived at cikgu’s house
Seniors were already there
Dd sort of welcomed us
I wonder how she knew we were there already

Were we that LOUD?

The first senior I sengajer want to spot: NASUHA!
I didn’t laugh at her.
I so swear I didn’t
But she laughed at me lah
How sad sey.

At cikgu’s house the sec 1s were laughing like some Pontianak(s)
We ate this chocolate cake the most
Not sure what’s the name, but I guess its brownie
Oh man I don’t know actually
No clue lah.
Then, took pictures.
My group didn’t bring any cameras at all
How pathetic lah dey.

Then proceeded home
Off to Lalaland (:

15/11/06

Today in short is BORING!

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2006-11-15T04:05:00.000-08:00

And so, I got this fixed. FINALLY